Love's Journey has a section in it called the Knowing that is poetry. The first half is a story, nonfiction, about my personal journey to love in journal form. There is sexual content in this book.

The Knowing

A place upon the path of intimacy-

 

 

Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness, that frightens us most. We ask ourselves, 'Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, and famous?' Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that people won't feel insecure around you. We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us. It's not just in some of us; it's in all of us. And when we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others."
                               ~
by Marianne Williamson

 

 

Feeling this

Lightness of being

I know

A new day has dawned

In my soul

                           ~ Patricia Sanders

 

 

I began writing poetry at the age of 12.  I did not know it would aid me in discovering a new intimacy with my own spirit, teaching me about love and revealing to me who I am on the path of knowing thyself.

 

Meditation further aided me in this process which took me to the depths of my own shadow and back again into my light with a newfound sense of peace and a wisdom I would have not had otherwise.

 

I believe that all that has been my life, all the heartache, the love I have known has been the path I was meant to go down to learn about myself. You cannot truly know another unless you know yourself.

 

Though not an easy journey, I am grateful for the destination I have now arrived at.

 

 

 

 

Keep knocking, and the joy inside will eventually open a window and look to see who’s there.

                                                ~Rumi




 

Serenity

 

Self-acquaintance is a rare condition."                                     

                      

                   ~     Robert Henri

 

 

The Knowing came about as time brought me to a transformation in my life that I have been going through for the past two years. 

 

I lived a life of struggle and what appeared to be one disappointment after another.

 

I finally surrendered after my third divorce to a man I married twice. Having to revisit heartache once again I asked God to show me what to do as I realized that up to this point I had not found any sense of contentment within.  I did much soul searching, meditated and prayed my way through this. One day I awoke with a new sense of awe and enchantment that has followed me ever since. I have a new peace inside of me that I have never known before.  Life is a gift, love is a gift and I have a new appreciation for life that sustains me.  

 

"Things do not change; we change."

                         ~Henry David Thoreau


 


 

I've come to believe that each of us has a personal calling that's as unique as a fingerprint - and that the best way to succeed is to discover what you love and then find a way to offer it to others in the form of service, working hard, and also allowing the energy of the universe to lead you."

~ Oprah Winfrey

 

Refinement

   

 

Sailing through

The odyssey of my mind

I capture moments

In time

Like a photograph

Etched in my soul

Absorbed by my heart

 

The experience of life

The joys and sorrows

Of living

The essence of my being

 

The me I am now

Colored by

The road I have traveled on

The love I have felt

The people I have known

 

These are the treasures

I hold

Deep inside of me

Each moment

Refining my soul through time

 

Transformation

 

 

The chaos and clutter of

What used to be

Threads I untied

These parts that brought me

To where I am now

No longer are of any use to me

 

I let go of unworthiness

A gift to help me

Remember I am worthy

 

The transformation brought forth

By my willingness

To step out of the drama

I once used to know

Finding forgiveness

In my heart

A new peace arises

In my soul

Surrounding me with

 

Serenity

 

The Lightness of Being

 

 

Lifting the heaviness

I find myself

Reborn into a new light

Filled with treasures

Gifts such as

Gratitude

Happiness that shines

From my heart

Day and night

A light from within

 

Feeling this

Lightness of being

I know

A new day has dawned

In my soul

 

Blessed

 

 

 

Dawn of an eternal grace

Moments that pass us by

Waking to find an eternity of bliss

 

A new way to be

In the knowing

A gentleness I give to myself

Compassion an intimate friend

I embrace life

Wanting to be here

Enchanted by the discovery

That life is filled with gifts

 

My mind is filled with ideas

Ready to create

So many things that can be done

I want to know a blessed life

Which comes from simply knowing

I am blessed

 

Calling Me Home

 

 

 

Shadows that used to appear

Melt away in the light of this horizon

Calling me home

Night passing by

Crumbles like dust in the wind

 

I no longer revisit old ghosts

Memories that used to haunt me

Fall away

 

Life reclaims me

In the nature of things

No longer broken

No longer needing

No hole to fill

 

I am whole

I am home

 

A Thought to Bring



Must it always make sense?

This life with its many windows

Must a sea always turn to wave?

 

View this shore in your island

The expectancy of birth

Will often result in new growth

No matter what part of the tree you are today

 

If you are lucky and have listened well

You will become the flower

That bears fruits

 

Of wisdom

Food for the soul

A thought to bring to this table of life

For many to share and rejoice

A warmth that encompasses the lonely masses

 

Do not question what you shall do next

Just move along and call forth

The divine to show you the way

The light will lead you on

To your journeys destination

Where you will finally see that

All along you were going in the right direction

 

Magnificence

 

 

Time will reveal the reasons why

Life unfolds the way it does

Do not waste your thoughts on this

Contemplation

Being is what is most important

Be that which you aspire to be

Or use your time to travel to this

Destination

 

If another does not understand the steps

You have taken

This is none of your business

Go forth and spread your wings

As though you have a mission

To fly to a mighty land

 

For in the end

This is what we truly came for

To remember our

Magnificence